since i was young i find it quite hard to throw away things that i have the slightest emotional attachment to, even if they were as good as garbage. be it clothes i grew out of, sheets of paper i doodled in from grade school and all the way to my college years, and even candy wrappers. they're all still in my room. they're all there, somewhere. and til now i can't bear to throw them away.
when i woke up this morning, weird enough, this was the first thing that came to my mind. blame it on the fact that as my dad pulled me away from deep sleep, i was calculating that i have consumed the maximum available space in my iPod and was thinking how sad it will be to erase my smallville season six collection and maybe my simpsons shorts collection, in exchange for devil beside you and why why love episodes. yes, all of this while i was asleep. profound, huh?
before i got up i still thought that decision over, although i have every video backed up in our family pc and my laptop: can i not erase them? maybe there is another way. and then it hit me: i have a problem letting go of things. makes you think how much harder it is for me to let go of my attachment to people. furthermore, to let go of whatever i feel for those i learned to love.
the angel rocked @ 5:37 AM
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