right now, my head is throbbing like hell due to events i'd rather not disclose. i'm just glad it's over. almost. so why am i posting nonetheless? because i've already broken my promise to post once a week and also mostly because... i need to escape.
nowadays, my laptop kyu and the internet are my bestfriends. they get my mind off things (like work, family and everything else) while teaching me a lot at the same time. so basically the tandem is my fire exit, my hiding place, my escape.
anyways, that gif above, if you may ask, is one of my creations. i just learned how to do gifs last week and i got too happy because of that new skill that i made gifs all day. i even made ones out of the video i made for our team last christmas.
see?
these days too, my world seem to get smaller and smaller. people i know meet my other friends in the most unexpected places, it's silly. it happened alot when i was in college, but i didn't know the chances were as high when you're working already. maybe my views are silly. why am i making such a big fuss out of it anyways?
it's summer already. i can feel it. i wish i'll get the chance to have a nice walk on a beautiful beach sometime soon. work has been incredibly crazy. whenever i come to the office, i feel like running back out of the building. why is there so much to do? it doesn't help that my family's going on a vacation in about a month and time drips in so slowly thanks to my anticipating it. i need a break. wish i can have it now.
i think i've been spazzing pretty senseless with this post so i'll stop. blame it on listening and watching stuff i rarely understand for months now. it might have affected my brain so i'm incoherent. anyways, my head hasn't stopped throbbing yet, if you might ask. ja ne...
i've put this blog to sleep for a very long time it seems like forever. heck, not just the blog, but my multiply in general, except for bits and pieces here and there. i decided to go on hiatus not because i had nothing to share but because not everybody deserves to know. lol. believe me, one of 'my boys' deemed my life these days to be so eventful, he christened it 'MAKULAY', thank you very much. plus, it would be tiring to whine towards a keyboard.
on the other hand, the truth is, i missed being a pajama writer and being able to broadcast everything that happens to me, and yak like noone is watching. to those who still do not know, i LOVE to write. i think i'm fairly good at it. what i'm actually bad at is the 'talking' thing.
you see, sometimes i let out more than i'm meant to, and sometimes i let out much less when i'm actually supposed to say more. i have no control over it. zilch. nada. that's why i'm striving to gain control of my mouth nowadays. it's hard work. lol. but i'm definitely doing it for self-preservation.
another rule i'm imposing to myself these days is to not be too nice or too open to anybody except my family. maybe cynical and evil, but i've been betrayed one too many times even by people i've considered to be my friends, whom i trusted but have taken advantage of my weaknesses, and who even allowed people to abuse my niceness. yup. no more nice iya.
anyhow, this will be a comeback blog entry and i'm going to promise to update at least once a week, because some people are wondering what i've been up to. the past few months have been one heck of a rollercoaster ride. i hope the next few months will be much of a smoother ride.
before i go, lemme introduce you to my 2 month old baby, my pride and joy, the one who keeps me occupied these days:
EVERYONE, this is Kyu, KYU, this is everyone. He's nice and white isn't he?