i speak...
i'm an open type of person. i speak out my emotions
usually pero i can be very private at times. i love to
dance and to sing
and i love the company of my friends and my family.
i'm an overly talkative, compassionate dreamer, a
romantic at heart.
i'm a writer too.
words i'd love to live by/tara-inspired
i will create my day
i will create my reality, moment to moment
i will change my mind
i will open myself to the infinite realm of possibility
i will leave room for auspicious coincidence
i will not decide what is next
i will not decide what is real
i will not expect
i will have confidence
i will boycott self-doubt
i will have confidence to go beyond hesitation
i will not be afraid to be afraid
i will remember who I am
oh, yeah. i will also have fun...
i love...
GOD
my family
net-surfing
reading young adult books
music
movies and tv
hello there. only 4 hours to go til christmas. i've spent almost the whole day in front of this pc updating my multiply account and looking for some inspiration. instead i found dozens of misspelled names and words in the captions (i.e. show instead of shoe, ej instead of dj, etc.) and ended up correcting them.
i'm finding it harder and harder to write nowadays as my mind is always clouded, i am always busy, and my thoughts and feelings change as fast as one can say mistletoe.
but i decided i had to write something anyways. especially now that it's christmas time.
let me start this off with a game. here are some of the songs in my iPod playlist this week, which i never get tired of. if you research the lyrics of the following songs then maybe you'll get what's been running through my head this week. you ready? here goes:
1. for you to notice - dashboard confessional 2. behind those eyes - panky trinidad 3. breathe - michelle branch 4. vindicated - dashboard confessional 5. unwritten - natasha bedingfield 6. blind - lifehouse 7. everybody's changing - keane 8. akap - imago 9. all i want for christmas is you - my chemical romance 10. underneath - hanson
got it? one thing that the playlist will tell you is that i think i'm back to the emotional state i was in a year ago.
also, i'm missing a lot of routines and persons these days.
first of which is my startgroup and my barkada within that startgroup. i've been looking at some of our pictures taken only a few months ago. it's obvious i've grown apart from them. i just didn't see that the pace was that fast. i'm wondering what they're saying about me now. sometimes i want to tell them that i'm still here. that i did not replace them. i just felt left out. i was left out. and i was glad to find some new people i can be comfortable with. people who became great friends. but i still deathly miss the ones i was with for more than a year.
another person i'm missing is someone i'll hide by the name jayson wesley. yah you. what happened? i'm just curious. we used to talk round the clock. i still see you everyday online but you never seem to see me back. i just saw a recent picture of you and i smiled seeing you all buffed, i think. that's good. but i hope to hear from you soon.
on a lighter note, i feel lucky to have the people in my life right now. i always feel so blessed. i have a family who always makes me feel important, friends who make me laugh and a God who never fails to make me feel loved wherever i go.
so that's it for now. have a merry christmas everyone! i hope everyone gets whatever good things their hearts desire for christmas. :)
x's: hopefully i'll start the new year with a new blog layout. whatchatink? :)
the angel rocked @ 11:37 AM
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