i speak...
i'm an open type of person. i speak out my emotions
usually pero i can be very private at times. i love to
dance and to sing
and i love the company of my friends and my family.
i'm an overly talkative, compassionate dreamer, a
romantic at heart.
i'm a writer too.
words i'd love to live by/tara-inspired
i will create my day
i will create my reality, moment to moment
i will change my mind
i will open myself to the infinite realm of possibility
i will leave room for auspicious coincidence
i will not decide what is next
i will not decide what is real
i will not expect
i will have confidence
i will boycott self-doubt
i will have confidence to go beyond hesitation
i will not be afraid to be afraid
i will remember who I am
oh, yeah. i will also have fun...
i love...
GOD
my family
net-surfing
reading young adult books
music
movies and tv
the rocker's first pay-day
Friday, September 16, 2005
i'm excited to see my atm card balance but i'm concerned it might not be as impressive as my officemates', for the reason that i've enrolled into alot of health and life insurances and savings plans which would chip a lot from my first salary. but thinking back, i'm actually proud of myself, that i signed me and my parents up for those. it's the least i can do to help my parents considering i'm earning a not-so-awe-worthy salary... yet. i'm getting all jittery thinking this would be the first time i'll hold hard-earned money i officially worked for. ah. no. scrap that. i realized actually earned pennies when i used to watch our old video shop for my mom and i also got a small amount from my summer internship. so this is not my first pay-day after all. but then again, you all know what i mean.
i'll be in full control of my money and all my expenses from now on. i can't make pasalubong requests from my mom whenever she goes to the mall anymore, or make her buy me anything anymore, because i don't have any excuse to not have the money to buy what i want or need. and that actually saddens and scares the hell out of me, because i feel a bit detached to my parents already. an independent entity who could now (well, almost) stand on her own feet.
i've been drowning myself in online trainings to make up for all the time i've wasted last week. i'm also making the most of the online time i'm not spending in learning as next week marks the start of our formal training in ABAP. you go research what that means (initially i didn't have a clue either) but i have been informed that people get paid alot for having background in that language. so i'm keeping my fingers crossed that i'll become what someone told me i could be in the future... a millionaire. getting here is not that bad after all. i hope i'll get to say this still after the six-week training. wish me lots of luck.
last night i got to morph into the night-owl that i've always been as i tried to catch all the shows i've been missing; one tree hill, so little time, friends, etc. i got to watch csi miami on its wednesday slot again and this time, believe it or not, they had tidal waves on the show. i don't know if that episode was pre or post the 2004 tsunami incident, i didn't get to see the end credits. i realized yesterday that the miami franchise is becoming the unrealistic show i originally thought it was, at least i think for that particular episode. although i enjoyed seeing the proving-to-be-hunkier-by-the-minute newbie ryan (i like him because he was a surprisingly believable smart ass in the show and a bit dorky like las vegas' greg) , i was grossed out to see horatio ever the action hero. i just didn't buy it.
i enjoyed the rockstar inxs performances episode last night but was a bit confused on who to bet on at first. it's only week before the finale and the remaining four were unbelievably fantastic performance and talent-wise. as i revealed on a past post i'm rooting for mig for patriotic reasons but i was a bit swayed when inxs said that he's too nice to be a rock star. that he needed to be more edgy.
of course marty and jd are much edgier and nastier but i think marty is not really fit to be inxs vocalist. he's too Creed-ish. sorry, but that's what he reminds of. jd, whom i hated 'at first' (what can i say i really think his 'pretty vegas' might as well be a new inxs single), is more theatrical and phony. plastic in philippine jargon, that is. suzie, oh well, she has a great voice and drive but she gets jittery around inxs. i dunno, i'd like a woman to win too though.
what blew me away last night was when mig performed painted black of the rolling stones and kiss from a rose by seal. oh heck, i never liked kiss from a rose till last night. it was awesome. i hope he gets the encore performance and stay out of the bottom three as he had all season. the hell with being edgy, let mig win. =)
the angel rocked @ 2:23 AM
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