i speak...
i'm an open type of person. i speak out my emotions
usually pero i can be very private at times. i love to
dance and to sing
and i love the company of my friends and my family.
i'm an overly talkative, compassionate dreamer, a
romantic at heart.
i'm a writer too.
words i'd love to live by/tara-inspired
i will create my day
i will create my reality, moment to moment
i will change my mind
i will open myself to the infinite realm of possibility
i will leave room for auspicious coincidence
i will not decide what is next
i will not decide what is real
i will not expect
i will have confidence
i will boycott self-doubt
i will have confidence to go beyond hesitation
i will not be afraid to be afraid
i will remember who I am
oh, yeah. i will also have fun...
i love...
GOD
my family
net-surfing
reading young adult books
music
movies and tv
nothing really matters...
Saturday, September 10, 2005
there i was, watching another corporate-world-information-filled The Apprentice last night, relaxing all my work and commuting blues away when i received a text message from rhay. she said they all passed the board exam which they took last monday and tuesday. i kinda knew they'd all pass, but what bothered (<- a huge understatement) me the most is that another friend asked me (AGAIN) if i was sure i had my exam application cancelled. apparently, the passing percentage of our school was only 98% (believe me, even this isn't good enough for them) because 1 out of the 50 failed. and of course they immediately thought it was me. one of our classmates saw my name on the examinees list and they all thought it was to be considered as failed because i didn't take the exam.
i wanted to pull all my hair out because i was so pissed. pissed at her (afterwards she told me she was just concerned i'll get a failing record... oh right...), pissed at the possibility that the PRC messed up and honestly, pissed at the fact i might be labelled a loser because i was the only one in my world who didn't get a chemist license this year and i caused my alma mater a great deal of shame. well, sort of. i cried again last night. i hate feeling all my frustrations dig in to me.
and then they found out it wasn't me. and she apologized quite profusely and i appreciated that. i thanked the lord over and over for that and the fact that i wasn't the culprit.
now here i am again at work, under-achieving and possibly garnering potential enemies along the way. stupid time reports. must be PMS. i know this will all come to pass like all of my past rantings though. i hope it will.
about the title, do you recognize it as a line from the bohemian rhapsody? i got to watch RockStar INXS this week. i'm a fan of mig ayesa for the sole reason that we share the same birth country, the wonderful philippines. as i said to my mom and dad last night 'gotta love your own'. plus he's really good. last night was elimination night. i relieved mig wasn't eliminated but i think jordis was a big loss. she has a spectacular voice. i checked out their site and found the rockers' blogs there. it was nice to read mig wrote the song he performed for his tita (note, he uses filipino terms) who died. that was so sweet.
i found video clips of their past performances there too. i didn't get to watch last week and wednesday's episode so i checked them out. i was particularly intrigued with suzie's performance of the bohemian rhapsody. i know constantine from the last season of american idol already did a stellar performance then of the song but i needed to see a girl rock this. it was okay, pretty interesting, but then she hit some flat notes in some parts. over-all the performance was okay. at least she's still in the top four after that.
the angel rocked @ 2:16 AM
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