i speak...
i'm an open type of person. i speak out my emotions
usually pero i can be very private at times. i love to
dance and to sing
and i love the company of my friends and my family.
i'm an overly talkative, compassionate dreamer, a
romantic at heart.
i'm a writer too.
words i'd love to live by/tara-inspired
i will create my day
i will create my reality, moment to moment
i will change my mind
i will open myself to the infinite realm of possibility
i will leave room for auspicious coincidence
i will not decide what is next
i will not decide what is real
i will not expect
i will have confidence
i will boycott self-doubt
i will have confidence to go beyond hesitation
i will not be afraid to be afraid
i will remember who I am
oh, yeah. i will also have fun...
i love...
GOD
my family
net-surfing
reading young adult books
music
movies and tv
as usual, my life has spun out of control. lately, i've been immersing myself with alot of nonsense which might explain why i've been such an airhead poster this past weeks. plus i've been either in front of the boob tube or my laptop, clark, fixing my dad's birthday video tribute each day for a minimum of 10 hours.
i've picked up a couple of new tv favorites along the way though: tru calling, one tree hill, csi: las vegas, miami and ny, and loads more.
i'm really not so lucky in one aspect of my life nowadays though. either i'm the one who's got the problem or i just let slipped alot of things i shouldn't have. bad karma, i call it.
alot of crazy, undeniably distasteful things have happened to the philippines and it seems i'm the only one with a blog without any commentary on it. i feel so stupid about it. being this vocal about my love for my country but my blog is 99%on the english language. another thing is, i really am being so negative about this country's issues, so pessimistic. where's the faith, right? all i know is that no matter what happens i would still be proud of my country, my nationality. i love the philippines and i love being a filipino so much i always get into fights with my mom about it.
you see, my mom's ultimate bliss is to live the american dream. to stay there for good, buy all sorts of state-side stuff, the works. i couldn't entirely blame her for that dream, our grandmother and most of her siblings are living there, it's just understandable why she badly wants to be there. plus, in our country's state who wouldn't want to stay out of here for good? but then again wherever you go, you would still be a filipino whether you like it or not.
"As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone."
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