i speak...
i'm an open type of person. i speak out my emotions
usually pero i can be very private at times. i love to
dance and to sing
and i love the company of my friends and my family.
i'm an overly talkative, compassionate dreamer, a
romantic at heart.
i'm a writer too.
words i'd love to live by/tara-inspired
i will create my day
i will create my reality, moment to moment
i will change my mind
i will open myself to the infinite realm of possibility
i will leave room for auspicious coincidence
i will not decide what is next
i will not decide what is real
i will not expect
i will have confidence
i will boycott self-doubt
i will have confidence to go beyond hesitation
i will not be afraid to be afraid
i will remember who I am
oh, yeah. i will also have fun...
i love...
GOD
my family
net-surfing
reading young adult books
music
movies and tv
from the start i knew that this isn't something that would last. pero matigas ang ulo ko e. i've let myself fall into some hole i couldn't get myself out of. and that sucks. naglolokohan lang tayo. and we both know it. i wish you would just stop. because if that happens, i will too. i just know i would.
lately i have been a crackhead poster because i have so much in my head i couldn't put them into words. it seems that is the case whenever i get confused. i become stupid. and that's all because of you. stupid you.
many times i've been trying to come up with a decent blog entry but i can't. i'm tempted even now to just post song lyrics that fit my state of consciousness. so here's one:
SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN
I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't and now I cannot stop pacing give me a few hours I'll have this all sorted out if my mind would just stop racing cause I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy this cannot be happening this is over my head but underneath my feet cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat and everything will be back to the way that it was I wish that it was just that easy cause I'm waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow and I'm somewhere in between what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again I don't want to run away from this I know that I just don't need this cause I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy this cannot be happening, yeah cause I'm waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow and I'm somewhere in between what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream
"As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone."
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