i speak...
i'm an open type of person. i speak out my emotions
usually pero i can be very private at times. i love to
dance and to sing
and i love the company of my friends and my family.
i'm an overly talkative, compassionate dreamer, a
romantic at heart.
i'm a writer too.
words i'd love to live by/tara-inspired
i will create my day
i will create my reality, moment to moment
i will change my mind
i will open myself to the infinite realm of possibility
i will leave room for auspicious coincidence
i will not decide what is next
i will not decide what is real
i will not expect
i will have confidence
i will boycott self-doubt
i will have confidence to go beyond hesitation
i will not be afraid to be afraid
i will remember who I am
oh, yeah. i will also have fun...
i love...
GOD
my family
net-surfing
reading young adult books
music
movies and tv
a series of confusing events
Saturday, January 14, 2006
i haven't been in the mood to write anything lately. that's mainly because there have been a lot of things happening and a lot more running through my head, i can't contain it. all the more, i can't express it. it's not like i can tell you about it either. let's just say getting to work everyday seems alot different. not ultimately bad nor good. just plain weird and at times, it's scaring me.
to lighten things up i'm posting here one of those surveys people always answer on friendster. tha catch is, my answers here will be what my answers were a year and half ago. curious? check it out:
98 questions survey answered: 09-14-2004
1. name: Aira Guia Mascarinas Platon 2. nicknames: iya, iyah, ai (ke loida lang to), ya, iyayo, a (as in letter a), i (as in e) 3. location: Room 3C, 57 Lt. J. Francisco St. Krus na Ligas, Diliman, Quezon City 4. sex: female 5. marital status: single 6. birthday: november 1, 1984 7. piercing: the usual. pero dati 3. hmmph nagclose na. 8. tattoos: henna lang once a year 9. height: 5’2 10. hair color: bLaCk 11. length: super layered, pero hanggang likod yung longest part 12. eye color: light brown 13. pets: fishes back at home. the only ones who survived the family hehe
[LasT] 14. movie you rented: borrowed is the operative term, csi episodes :) 15. movie you bought: almost famous 16. song you listened to: mad season by matchbox twenty 17. song you had stuck in your head: burn 18. person you've called: texted lang, si mama 19. person that called you: kel 20. movie you've watched: the notebook 21. person you were thinking of: kel 22. person you hugged: kel 23. person you kissed: kel 24. person you went to eat out with: joy and loida 25. person you slowed dance with: kel 26. person you yelled at: sina maam castri, donz, bick at pau kasi natapunan ako ng cobalt chloride! 27. person who made you laugh: loida 28. person who made you smile: mama 29. person who said they love you: mama 30. person to talk to: catheleen 31. feeling: inaantok na, tapos miss ko na kel ko 32. thing in the world: 33. thing that happened to you today: contract signing with the caterer and lots more.:)
[PpL] 34. closest: loida, kel, mark 35. tallest: earvin 36. shortest: sarah! 37. meanest:arden hehe 38. nicest: shela 39. prettiest: cheek 40. sexiest: rhay 41. loudest: guia 42. smartest: bryan 43. craziest: joy 44. most violent: ako pa rin 45. best singer: pow, nissa, ate tin 46. best dresser: rhay 47. makes you laugh the most: joy 48. makes you smile the most: kel 49. has a crush on you: nde ko lam e 50. gives you a funny feeling?: secret! 51. turns you on: aba aba aba
[ Do] 52. you have a bf: yep :) 53. you wish you could live somewhere else: sometimes 54. you think about suicide: nde na ngayon because god is always with me 55. you believe in online dating: not so sure. 56. you want more piercings: yep, yun katulad ng dati 57. you want more tattoos: no permanent ones please 58. you drink: occasionally lang po 59. you do drugs: no and will never will 60. you like cleaning: when i feel like it, which is rare 61. you write in cursive or print: priNt 62. you carry a donor card: nope
[ FoR oR AgAiNsT] 63. long distance relationships: i don't really know, it works for others, siguro nga love conquers all 64. using someone: against as much as possible 65. suicide: against 66. killing people: against 67. teenage smoking: against 68. doing drugs: against 69. premarital sex: against 70. gay/lesbian relationships: neutral
[FaVeRiT] 71. song: rainbow, where is the love 72. thing to do: tinker with my computer, write stories, surf the net for my faves, text 73. thing to talk about: celebs 74. sports: volleyball 75. drinks: iced tea, fruit juices, frappes, coke 76. perfume+scent: rampage 77. holiday: all saints' day, hehe bday ko toh e 78. ever cried over a girl/ boy: oo naman 79. ever lied to someone: guilty 80. ever been in a fight: warfreak ako dati e, ngayon medyo na lang :D 81. first crush: adonis, grade 3 hehe 82. first love: god 83. most recent crush: sef
[wUt] 84. shampoo do you use: pantene 85. are you scared of: failure, a bad future 86. do you look for in a gf/bf?: basta, someone who'll make me feel complete 87. do you think is cool?: people who have great faith in god
[NuMBaH] 88. of times I have had my heart broken: lost count, pero nde lahat becoz of love 89. of hearts I have broken: dunno 90. of girls I have kissed: 2 pero mama at ate ko yun hehe 91. of guyz I have kissed: teka, san? 92. of drugs taken illegally: 0 93. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends:7 94. of continents I have lived in: 1 95. of people I consider my enemies: wala naman thank god 96. of people annoys me: cguro 2 97. of cd's that I own: around 55 ata 98. of things in my past that I regret: wala po, just those moments when i could have given my best but didn't
funny how i look back to those days and see a very different me. i just don't know which is better.
ending, i just want to share this quote i found years ago. it just seemed appropriate for me to post it because it kinda fits my mood and the things i'm feeling right now. i'm feeling a bit secretive and mysterious so i'll let you figure it all out on your own. hope you enjoy it too.
'Fall' is the operative term. Not 'walk', 'leap', or 'glide', but 'fall'. It denotes plummeting from a height, landing with a thud, incurring welts and bruises. That's why it's called 'falling in love:' you could wind up maimed... or dead. - Jessica Zafra, "Chicken Pox for the Soul
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