i speak...
i'm an open type of person. i speak out my emotions
usually pero i can be very private at times. i love to
dance and to sing
and i love the company of my friends and my family.
i'm an overly talkative, compassionate dreamer, a
romantic at heart.
i'm a writer too.
words i'd love to live by/tara-inspired
i will create my day
i will create my reality, moment to moment
i will change my mind
i will open myself to the infinite realm of possibility
i will leave room for auspicious coincidence
i will not decide what is next
i will not decide what is real
i will not expect
i will have confidence
i will boycott self-doubt
i will have confidence to go beyond hesitation
i will not be afraid to be afraid
i will remember who I am
oh, yeah. i will also have fun...
i love...
GOD
my family
net-surfing
reading young adult books
music
movies and tv
hay. it's been too long since my last post. i already typed sumthing last week but something crappy happened to it. god, it was so long already and then it just got lost completely.
anyways, i'm too lazy to post a complete rundown of what happened to me and what i've been doing. hmm. sige na nga shortcut nalang. hehe.
apr 11-went to school to settle my clearance... which was pointless. i still had to go back there thursday to finish up. arrgh.
apr12-stayed at home, kel came over and we sweet-talked the afternoon away. hehe
apr13-i went to losbanos with my brother ej. he was reviewing for the UPCAT because he is an incoming hishschool senior na and i went with him because my cousin Kuya By, who happens to own a resto there, has been inviting me for ages to go there and try his cooking.
apr14-see the apr12 entry ehehe
apr15-stayed home again and kel came over again. would you believe he had the guts to ask my mom if he could bring me out to watch a movie. my mom was startled of course and the movie date did not materialize. or... hehe i might get in trouble if i continue.
apr16-it was my bestfriend and cousin ate tin's graduation plus my other tintin cousin's grad blowout that night. the whole day i was bumming around as usual.
apr17-cluster meeting of the tanauan cluster. ej and i got to the gawad kalinga village here in our city and met with the other yfcs for a banner painting activity. i ended up paint-covered with 2 colored hands in my face, kel's and my other brother earl's. it was so funny. earl and i went to our sector household meeting that afternoon too. got to learn a little bit too much about the other members of the east b sector core group.
apr18-went to school again to receive the award for the 2nd best cs org. that was a frustrating not to mention forgettable day, excpet for the bit that i got to spend quality time with kel.
apr19&20-went grad dress-hunting. another frustrating affair. i got to buy a dress after 2 days, four malls and alot of catfights with my mom though.
apr21-went to school again to get seat tickets to my graduation day which is ... tomorrow. i came home on a bus and kel surprised me with a HUGE bouquet of flowers as i went down the bus. he is sooo sweet. the bouquet was not only huge, it was heavy too. :)
apr22- today. finally i get to spend my own quality time with this blog and Pex. i'm online for a very long time now.
til here. i have to fix something with kel.
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look! i'm curly!
Monday, April 11, 2005
yep, that's right, i just got my hair curled for the first time this afternoon and i'm not too sure how i look! my hair stinks right but i can't shampoo again or else it'll straighten out. i wish i had a camera so i can show you how i look. hehe. good luck on my graduation.
i can't say anything else my head hurts already from the fumes. i miss kel already. he's at his home right now, the conference is over. i just want to share this pics from our monthsary last monday. we've called it 'the webcam scandal series' hehe. i'll put the more controversial and wacky ones here. the ones you wouldn't see on friendster. eventhough i'm looking really bad here. :D
baby katriel has been doing it again. i'm chatting with kuya melvin right now and i've been enjoying myself fooling him that katriel exists. anyways he knows it's not true already.
i'm going to school tomorrow as i've said in the past posts, then i'll be back there on wednesday for the college of science best org awarding ceremony. chemsoc came in second, which was a downfall since we won best org last year. but considering this year, winning 2nd is just like winning 1st place. i'll stop at that.
i'm semi-watching the incredibles with my brothers right now. i love this film, especially jack jack. :D okie. bye for now. i'll see you later my blog. good night. :D
i have finally finished the tenth chapter to my whenever you call fic. finally. it really took months for me to finish mainly because i lack time and i was out of creative ideas. i was never satisfied with it. i think i'm okay with it now. my fellow michadiks reacted to it positively so i'm blissful. :D they really are my inspiration when it comes to writing this fic. now, i'm driven to write chapter 11. wish me luck. :D
last night i attended a formal banquet at the san fernando air base in lipa city. it was for the basic military training graduating class, wherein my cousin (my mom's nephew) is a part of. he didn't have a partner for the event, so he asked my mom if i could come. of course she said yes, leaving me without a choice.
the high point i had last night was that my hair was curled at the bottom and i thought it was okay. i decided i would get my hair curled for my graduation; i'll opt for a semi-permanent curl so it stays that way longer. anyways, it looks good naman e. the low point was, i was bored to death there. i was glad i get to go home earlier than the others. you have no idea how bored i was there.
i'm not really in the mood to write anything here. my head is feeling a little heavy and i'm a bit tired. i just attempted to clean my room today. all it ended up to is a much bigger mess. i'll get to it tomorrow. i think. *wink wink*
kel is in subic for the youth for christ international leaders' conference. i'm missing him to bits. i wanted to go there too but my parents and grandmother wouldn't allow me for reasons superstitious in nature. because i'm graduating. i find it ridiculous. but then again, i can't do anything about it. last night i was wishing kel was there so we could slow dance the night away. we never have really done that yet. we never had the chance. i know he was wishing that too because we were texting all the time i was there. thank god for technology.
anyways i think i got to go. this one's not really the best, grammatically smoothest entry i've ever written (or in this case typed) but hey, at least i have an entry. :) the blog looks a bit different now too. i've updated my just read and watched links and i'm superfriendster now. :) just click on my friendster pic on the sidebar and add me as your friend. i found it really interesting.
congratulations to the new unemployed!
Friday, April 8, 2005
nico is a genius. the title above reflects what my friend nico had said on a friendster bulletin post. ironic as it may seems, really, that is what becomes of new grads. new unemployed citizens. but nonetheless, i'm ecstatic that i'm finally graduating. i found that out last monday when i got my grades and my thesis. i was literally jumping up and down and repeating over and over to kel 'graduate na ko, graduate na ko!' it must have been a hilarious sight. heck, i don't care; i've been through four hellish years under the wrath of up chemistry and finally, i'ts over. plus i get to graduate on time. isn't that great?
well, i'm sure going to miss college too. it was certainly better that my highschool days. way better. a found more geniune friends in up and i had a lot of fun. i have learned and experienced alot too. but i don't think this is the time to get mushy. not just yet. i'm going back to school next week for clearance and stuff. plus i have other things to think of. like tina.
tina. she's one of chemsoc's newest members and one of the brightest too. i was only getting to know her more. it was just yesterday too, when we're still at antipolo for our yearender that we found out that she had a severe case of pneumonia, plus heart complications. it was about 4am yesterday when she had an attack which we initially thought was hypothermia. we tried everything just to make her warm again, we even at one time put her feet over a blue flame (thanks to tipe's camper stove) but her lips never returned from blackish to the normal red color. i fell asleep as they continued warming her up to no avail. in the morning we took her to the nearest clinic, with me, still clad in my pajamas and just my orange jacket to cover it. the doctor then told us the news and then tina told her parents. it was shocking because even she never had a clue she had the disease. we were all happily swimming our lives away the night before. today, she's in the charity ward in the phil. lung center where we got her confined. her father is still to arrive tomorrow from leyte; ams, irene and the others will be taking care of her in the mean time. it's inspiring though, how they volunteered to watch tina and from what i just heard right now, contributed for her medical expenses for today. my problem now is how i can help her pay for the medications myself. she still needs an awful lot. all i can do now is pray for her, and to ask people like you to pray for her too, for her to overcome this big hurdle in her life. i hope you'll join me.
in the mean time, i'm thankful. because i have a lot of things that makes me so lucky. good health, a family and someone who loves me within reach, lots of good friends who care and now, praise God, i get to graduate.
i still have alot to say, a lot of good things have happened to me too amidst it all. but it doesn't seem appropriate. and i don't feel like it. my friends say tina's been tranferred to another room because she's getting better. i'll still keep praying though. i hope you will too.
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of pajama writers and fictional babies
Monday, April 4, 2005
it's been a really long while. i have been online lots of times since holy week but i as always i've been too lazy to even update this blog. it's not that i'm not doing anything. actually, i've been doing and wanting to be doing alot this past few days. final exams. whenever you call's chapter 10 (my famous fanfic wehehehe). chemsoc's website. yfc meetings. bumming around. swimming. rejecting highschool reunions. finding better ways of communicating with kel. eating a lot. net-surfing the whole day/night. sleeping late (like what i'm doing right now). worrying over my period. laughing at people who get fooled over our baby katriel. so many things. and then tomorrow is another thing.
i'm going to school later (it's 2:30am already, so it's monday already) with kel and i'm glad we're doing this with our parents' permissions, finally. first we're going to recto to buy some cat bones that might save my as* for graduation. that's another reason i'm going to school later. to make sure i'm graduating this 23rd of april. i'm really not confident with my grades to be honest. i have to make sure. i need lots of praying.
today's yakel's 7th monthsary. kel and i will be celebrating later too. but on a really tight budget. hay. i really am in love. :)
tuesday is chemsoc's yearender activity too, so i won't be back here in batangas probably til wednesday. i'm thankful for the incoming seniors and execom for having the initiative of finding a place and fixing the other stuff needed for the yearender. i'm going to school also because i need to get things done myself for that affair.
notice the nice entry title? well, i got the idea from reading a peyups article i chanced upon while i was still in UP. i wanted to write about it sooner but as always, sloth got the best of me. the article was about what most blogs are made of. the author was angst-ridden and was bashing on pajama writers who as he/she said, had blogs filled with (i'll try my best to reiterate...) sad poetic attempts, friendster and lyrics reposts, and mindless recounts of what had happened on the blog owner's day, etc. i figured a lot of people might have gotten mad at the author mainly because most of us are pajama writers and are guilty of his accusations. i, too had turned into a violent-reacting being for while there when i read that article but i thought that it really made sense though. he just wanted to read more blogs with substance. i, on the other hand, vow to continue on being a pajama writer because honestly, that's all i'm not lazy enough to do. but learning something from that eye-opener, i think i'd talk about more sensible things every now and then though. just like what i'm doing right now.
anyways, i was planning of making this entry really long but i doubt i can. i getting whoozy myself. plus i don't want to get caught sleeping late again. i'm goona leave you though with a picture of yakel's ficitional baby katriel. she's cute isn't she? makes me wonder who she's going to look like; me or kel? what do you think? :)
okay, til here for now. i promise i won't stop updating. hopefully i'll graduate and then i'll have nothing else to do until i get a job. or a life. i hope i get both though. bien? bien!
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