mahal ko was with me tonight when we heard this song. i smiled because i remembered him singing it to me alot of times before. listening to him and to the lyrics makes me so high. he says it has been his song for me even back to the days we still weren't together as we are now. i told him to cover his eyes as i am typing this. he's just so cute because i know he's trying to peek anyways. i love you kel. i'll always will. :)
this is without you by charlie wilson.
It feels like a lifetime, a thousand days have passed by Since I held you close to me If I could see that smile from my friend I know that I could live again I need you here with me
Heaven knows what to say Even though for right now you’re so far away I hope and I pray Somewhere in your heart I’ll always stay
Girl, lately my sun doesn’t shine without you Never noticed what it feels like to be without you Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in my life ending Had to say just what I was feeling, girl ‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine, sun doesn’t shine without you
This is more for me than for you Girl, I finally see there’s no substitute For what we have Do you know how much I love you
Heaven knows what to say Even though for right now you’re so far away Gonna tell you and show you Do whatever I can do to get back to you
Girl, lately my sun doesn’t shine without you Never noticed what it feels like to be without you Feels like I took my last step and my last breath in my life ending Had to say just what I was feeling, girl ‘Cause my sun doesn’t shine, sun doesn’t shine without you
hey you. i'm at school again (so what's new?) typing away before lunchbreak comes and then i have to study for my STS exam later this afternoon. heck, it's Holy Monday and still we have exams and all. i just got out from another exam on Anatomy this morning. life is truly unfair. i still have exams up to two weeks from now. hopefully i'll be marching onto the end of my college life already this april.
my chemsoc dilemma is still bothering me to bits. i'm starting to hate people again, which is bad. i can't understand how peole could be that... that... nevermind. i'd rather not say a thing again. my mouth is zipped now.
i had a wonderful weekend trip with my friends to loida's home in cavite last friday and saturday. we also went to tagaytay and it was probably one of the most fun weekends i've ever had in my life. other detail however, i feel, i may not be able to share here, because that may lead to trouble. hehe. basta. i wanted to spill it all right here eversince i got home saturday night, but i didn't get the chance. our computer at home is infected with adware too already.
anyways, the computer center is closing already. i have to go. :D
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killing time
Saturday, March 19, 2005
i'm here again, with a lot of things in my head. a lot of stuff had happened the past few days and i've been lazy enough even to share it here. i'm killing time again online before i go to my one and only class for the day. to sum it all up i've had a mediocre week for my standards. anyways that's what i'm feeling now, if you have asked me last tuesday or wednesday i could have said i was in hell. too many problems, too many exams, too many *** people. i don't want to talk about it anymore but it feels like i owe this blog to do so. nag-blog pa ko no? the only high points i got for the week is that i ate too many fastfood stuff and i got to see kel again. plus i'm working on the org's website. anyways i think i got to go now, or i will be late for class. i'm happy i got to answer one of those bulletin board surveys on friendster though. and that i got to update this blog again. :D i'm posting the survey so people who do not know me that well would get to do so. happy reading. :D P.S. we're going to spend the night at loida's place in cavite, because it's their town fiesta. tomorrow i get to go home again, alas. i still haven't packed my stuff yet, though. right now, i'm still pondering on the things i should, would or could have done this past year. but then again, my head hurts already. the last thing i want right now is my nose to bleed.
Message: [01] First name:* aira guia [02] Last name :* platon [03] Chinese name:* rui [04] Nickname:* iya, ya, ai [05] Gender: *female [06] Age:* 20 [07] Birthday: * november 1 (oo, di joke to) [08] Height:* 5'2'' [09] Hair color:* black [10] Eye color:* light brown [11] Race:* filipino [12] Do you wear glasses/contacts:* yep, both [13] Do you have braces:* just got away from than! retainers naman bwiset [14] Is your hair long or short:* layered, short at front, long at the back [15] Where were you born:* Tanauan City, Batangas [16] Current location:* QC -UP Dil [17] Zodiac sign:* scorpio [18] How many languages do u know:* filipino, english, un petit peu french and mandarin!hehe [19] Nationality:* filipino [20] Bad Habits:* lazy at lagi nagpoprocrastinate [21] Piercings you have:* dati 3 sa ears ngayon 2 na lang [22] Piercings you want:* i want my old one back [23] Tattoos you have:* henna tattoos lang every february since 1st year college [24] Tattoos you want:* nothing permanent, pero kung pwede, gusto ko aqua blue yung color! [25] Today's date:* march 18 [26] The time:* 1:50pm according to the computer
---SCHOOL LIFE--- [43] Are you still in school:* yep sna hanggang this sem lang! [44] Did you drop out:* nope [45] Currently in:* UP Diliman :D [46] Favorite grade:* ano pa nga ba eh d UNO! [47] Least fav grade:* the cursed SINGKO [48] Favorite teachers:* Sir Joseph Palis and Miss Labro and my Comm3 prof i forgot her name eh pero she's famous [49] Least fav teacher:* My Math17 prof, maninira ng mga pangarap [50] Favorite subjects:* Socsci 1, Chem (akalain mo), lunch! [52] Do you buy lunch or bring it:* buy nga e, i wish i always have baon though [53] Play any sports on the school's team:* yep, volleyball, pero sa IC lang, is cheerdance considered a sport? if then so eh di yun din. :D [54] Do you do any co-curricular activity: * extra curricular! madami! chemsoc pa lang eh [55] Are you popular:* i like to think so [56] favourite dance: * street dance [57] Least fav dance: * folk. ewan ko ba [58] Favorite memories: * dami eh! [59] Least fav memories: * dami rin. llife. [60] Most humiliating moment: * hehe secret ko na yun
--FAVOURITES-- [61] Number: * 4 and 1 [62] Clothing brand: * human etc. :D [63] Shoes: * iba iba [64] Phrases: * mahal ko... [65] TV shows: * CSI, gilmore girls, charmed, sefmich shows [66] Sports: * vball, badminton, swimming [70] Magazine: * dati i have lots pero now, hay no time and money for that at all! [71] Actor: * owen wilson, keanu reeves [72] Actress: * rachael leigh cook, charlize theron, michelle madrigal heheh [73] Candy: * hmm. [74] Gum: * orbit! [75] Scent:* rampage, cool water for women [76] Choc Bar: * kitkat [77] Ice cream flavour: * choco chip cookie dough [79] Seasons: * tama si julie, not too hot, not to cold [80] Holiday: * bday ko, all saint's day san ka pa? [81] Brands: * marami po [85] Types of music: * mainstream [86] Things in your room: * aba madami [88] Radio station: * 97.1 usually, pero i don't get to listen much anymore [89] TV channel: * studio 23, mtv [90] Food: * chicken, pizza, pasta and my mom's cooking! [91] Overall food: * basta luto ng mommy ko [92] Store: * kahit anong store? [94] Fast food: * mcdonalds and lately big red hen [95] Restaurants: * superbowl! [97] Songs: * dami, rainbow, where's the love, if i ain't got you, crazy for you, etc ilove music e [98] Instrument: * piano, guitar plus i want to learn how to play the drums too [99] Person you love: * my family, si kel, and all of my friends [100]What do you wanna say most now: * sana wala pang klase. hehe
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je suis belle. hehe.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
i will always be willing to make a little heaven for those around me who have gone through hell...i will continue dancin' and rockin' your world as if it's the last thing i'd ever do. i will be there to witness all the pain and happiness that you will experience. i will stay. i promise. you will always be the reason for my sanity.
i just lifted this from an email i just received (together with 50+ others) and it just struck me. it was nice so i had to share it. it felt like it was me who wrote it.
i'm at school again, i came here yesterday for chemsoc's final rites which was very tiring. we have 6 new members as of 8:30pm last night and two of them are freshmen. new issues came about from yesterday's events. i don't know how the i/the org will cope on this new conflict. i hate this happening over and over again, especially when i'm still in charge.
i've put a limit to my netsurfing today. i have only 10 minutes til the shop closes for lunchbreak so i really have to go after that. i still have a lot to do after this and i need to go back to the dorm to do it. i still have to do my french report for this afternoon.
i'm glad i got to watch scq reload yesterday. but as usual, the sefmich storyline is still hanging and it sucks. bigtime.
well i think this is it for now. wish me luck. lots of it.
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i love up chemsoc. :)
Sunday, March 13, 2005
just want to post this before i go. :) i'm gonna miss these guys bigtime. this was taken during this sem's sportsfest, 02/05/05.
finally i'm home. it's been a while since i've been home on a saturday morning. i'm currently doing homework and battling those annoying spyware/adware that infected my laptop. damn. i should have listened to donald and acted on those pop-ups sooner. my cd writer is defective too so my hard drive is really in big trouble if anything else goes wrong. i've downloaded a spybot 'curing' system but i still i have to see if that works.
i'm also having trouble uploading the sts presentation for my groupmates to do our written report on. and i've been uploading them since last night. damn yahoo again.
i went home with kel last night. i was bad to him i must admit, i was unreasonably irritable. must be the formal report i had to rush and pass by 5pm that was getting to my nerves. but we're okay now. he's so good to me. i slept on him 1/3 of the time on our way home and he never complained on a sore shoulder or anything. he's so sweet. okay, okay i know. michael na naman. :D
anways, i think i have to get to work. is anybody reading these rants anways? use the tagboard! i want to hear from you. :D ha. my grammar is suffering from extreme pressure.
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work iya, work!
Friday, March 11, 2005
i'm at school again, wastin' my time away when i have a truckload of work to do. but i enjoy doing this, especially now that i don't have access to the net at the dorm. yep. it sucks when i really need it. i really need to get my academic life back intact, though the last time i remember that aspect of my life intact was when i was in my college freshman year. sigh.
i had a great time yeasterday. i tried to drown my disappointment (yet again) with my bio lab exam by watching lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events with my mahal ko again. it wasn't that effective but being with kel was. yes, i know i'm already sounding like a lovesick puppy but heck, i think i'm already close to that. maybe even beyond that. i am sooo in love. ;)
my term as the president of the up chemical society is almost done. i'm somewhat relieved and at the same time sad, because it would mean i'll be leaving my beloved organization for good, unless i don't graduate (which is a major i wish not) or i take up a second degree like cg did. i just hope i've done something nice to the people of chemsoc though sometimes i feel like i've disappointed them in one way or another. nonetheless, i'm also relieved it's over. :D
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the sun will come out tomorrow
Wednesday, March 9, 2005
i think it's safe to say that things are looking brighter. i just moved out of our apartment yesterday and have spent my first night on the new dorm, which was okay. it was nice actually. i think i'd finally get to study more peacefully in there for my bio 102 lab exam tomorrow. i'm just still not used to commuting that far everyday.
another bad thing happened yesterday though. kel lost his cellphone (yes, what is it with us and losing cellphones, huh?) while riding the jeepney to sm north. so much for saved communication systems. we were happy last night though. we watched constantine, which was a so-so film for me. i just thought it was too cartoon-ish, lus it made use of stereotypes like crosses for killing demons and cross dipped in water = holy water, types of things. it was more of hilarious rather than scary.
i think i got to get to class now, thank you for another wasted hour full of pleasure. :)
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singing my life away
Sunday, March 6, 2005
i've been singing this song for the past three weeks. must be a UP fair/spongecola hangover...
Crazy For You Madonna Swaying room as the music starts Strangers making the most of the dark Two by two their bodies become one
I see you through the smokey air Can't you feel the weight of my stare You're so close but still a world away What I'm dying to say, is that
Chorus: I'm crazy for you Touch me once and you'll know it's true I never wanted anyone like this It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss I'm crazy for you, crazy for you
Trying hard to control my heart I walk over to where you are Eye to eye we meet, no word at all
Slowly now we begin to move Every breath I'm deeper into you Soon we two are standing still in time If you read my mind, you'll see (chorus)
It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you And you know it's true I'm crazy, crazy for you
this one i just lifted from friendster, it's somewhat related to a sefchie poster i just saw so i'm in a kilig mode for this still, it's a good song by Ryan Cabrera, i think.
"True" I wont talk I wont breathe I wont move till you finally see That you belong with me
You might think i dont look But deep inside In the corner of my mind Im attached to you Im weak Its true
Cuz im afarid to know the answers Do you want me too? Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
Ive waited all my life To cross this line To the only thing thats true So i wont hide Its time to try Anything to be with you All my life ive waiting This is true
You dont know what you do Everytime you walk into the room Im afarid to move Im weak Its true
Im just scared to know the ending Do you see me too? Do you even know u met me?
Ive waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing thats true So i will not hide Its time to try anything to be with you All my life ive waited This is true
I know when i go ill be on my way to you The way thats true Ive waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing thats true So i will not hide Its time to try anything to be with you All my life ive waited This is true
i must admit. my life is going somewhere wrong right now when supposedly i should be towards an easy road to graduation. i guess the problem is with me. i'm procrastinating, lazy, as delinquent as one could imagine. i mean why now? it's supposed to be the last sem of my college days. i just hope it's the last.
i've been having lots of problems too lately. can you believe i'm moving out 2 weeks prior to the end of the school year? and that my precious phone just got stolen not less than 30 hours ago? with it i lost 3 of my simcards, the whole contact list and pictures, text messages and most importantly, all the memories. i had to start my phonebook from scratch and use my mom's phone consequently. luckily, my mom got my line saved so i'm using my same number.
anyways, do i sound like someone who just have time for her blog when flooded by problems? i certainly hope not. not when i'm currently disobeying my parents and staying up late again. *winkwink*
kel and i just celebrated our half-year anniversary 2 days ago. it was an ironic day again, me losing my phone and all when i should be celebrating.
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